some monologue.
haha i have present!
i don't know what it is. and won't know for months.
but i LOVE IT already. =)
my life so sad. on the very day that i wanted to go back to the most important school in my life it turns out to be YOUTH DAY.
fortunately though, i asked wangmo along and she told us before xinying and i could do anything stupid that involved trudging in the heat to a locked gate and not a soul in sight.
they removed my favourite gate! the blue one that everyone climbed over to get to the bus stop coz we couldn't be bothered to make a u-turn about the main gate. =)
jumping on,
rained all day today. after dinner, my dad and i were huddled under a 2m-diameter umbrella and still getting thrashed by big bad rain. and then my dad waited patiently holding the brolly while i maneuvered the small space and big bag, stepped into the car and then he closed the door, and i was safe.
//coz you're the only place my heart has ever been
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Sunday, July 5, 2009
deadlines!
having my days and mind filled up is good for my mental health. derailment in the last 3 weeks was not fun and i hope to hell it never chances upon me ever again.
i wonder how my cactus is doing. and also the person who is looking after my cute little cactus. but i still think more about my little tuft of flower poking out along the side of my cactus.
ha ha. i lie.
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Saturday, July 4, 2009
rawrrr rashes wake me up.
5am and i'm awake like some owl even though i AM really, really tired.
uk too dry kena rashes. singapore too humid and hot kena rashes. GOD IN HEAVEN WHAT THE FUCK DO U WANT WITH ME =( =( =( =( my hair too beautiful u buay song issit.
on a lighter note, my schedule is starting to fill up. it makes me happy. i've also managed to suck up to my mum so well that she happily treated kayee and me to a movie today, plus keep-the-change ha ha!
my skin is too sensitive, i cannot do exercise. WAH perfect excuse to sloth away! woohoo.
unfortunately even taking a shit in the little red dot also involves much sweat unless you are shameless and/or desperate enough to do it in a shopping centre, or rich and un-green enough to have an air con installed in your kickass toilet with a gold tap.
i am now convinced there is a god out there. and that he hates my beautiful, self-trimmed, black, virgin, wash-twice-a-day singaporean-chinese hair.
why else would he reward me with the most amazing rash of my life for 4 months straight?
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Friday, July 3, 2009
i need a job, now.
need time to pass a little more quickly.
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Wednesday, July 1, 2009
me: ellooo
cheems: oh ure alive!!!
me: HAHA yes i am
a mosquito tried to bite me to death
cheems: scratch only mah
quite fun sometimes to scratch mozzie bites
haha
me: HAHAHA siao
i hate those at the sole of the foot
scratch and scratch also no relief
put cream also the skin so thick
cheems: thats why fun what
cos can keep scratching
hahaha
me: haha u are crazy
rain, glorious warm rain. oodles of noodles. but bloody, bloody mosquito.(very bloody)
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Monday, June 29, 2009
a single father on his daughter:
"Living together means that we sometimes have to manufacture our own kind of happiness, because the world’s idea of it is out of sync with our reality."
here for the article
went through my stuff in the drawers today. found so much stuff i forgot i had. and then i thought about how easily i took out my NETs to pay and happily punched in the PIN without thinking.
things feel strange.
i'm not going to a new, exciting land. i'm coming home to a familiar place from another. it's the weirdest experience ever.
i don't particularly like it. it makes me sad twice over, instead of the previous mitigation where exploration > deprivation.
oh well. everyone complains about everything.
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Sunday, June 28, 2009
OMG MY DAD IS GENIUS
first he sets a timer that repeats itself endlessly
it attached itself to some circuit board that i don't understand
drawing the water from a big ass reservoir
pumps from MY WATERBOTTLE
and waters the plants!
pandan king indeed!
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Saturday, June 27, 2009
Bob II, my 14-day challenge.
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Friday, April 24, 2009
"Sleeping in your clothes makes you tired. The clothes are crumpled, and also your body underneath them. I feel as if I've been rolled into a bundle and thrown on the floor.
I wish I had a clean apron."
// alias grace, by Margaret Atwood.
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Wednesday, April 8, 2009
//coz you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called,
you found a place to hide
__burst the tattered thought balloon, Saturday, January 3, 2009
_maybe.
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